I don't think it's hard
to admit to you I miss you
But I know this shit ain't real
When I'm dreaming and I kiss you
You know it's worth it.
You know it's hard to look into your eyes
And spill out all my secrets.
Especially when all that I was to you was pain and regret, but
You know it's worth it.

it's about time that I switch up
this flow on you mothafuckas
I'm so tired of holding it in
I'm about to let it go on you mothafuckas
But this song ain't bout the song
It's about you
No this song ain't bout the song
It's about you

If it were up to me
I'd say that we're meant to be
In a heartbeat
If it were up to you
I know you'd say you would too
Yeah we'd still be
But now that you have got a man
Girl you know I'd understand
If it wasn't circumstance
But it's true

I never really think about or care about
my city or it's people
The only thing I care about
is saying that I lived this long
and made it out
Pride in where you sleep at night
just seemed to be a little more important
While all you fuckers out there 'reppin
I'm with your bitch straight snorin'

I don't mean to wear no façade
Shit like that don't matter too much
Lifestyles are all that they are
So I'm gonna stop before I take this too far

And I don't want to waste any bars
on how you gave me these scars
Or sit and write about bullshit
like bitches, money and cars
Coz I believe in love and I found it once
But when feelings are taken for granted is when you've had enough

I'll admit that sometimes
I still sit around and think about you
I never really thought that it would be this hard to be without you
These days I've been drinking way too much but I'm pretty sure I'll be okay
So imma end this verse
with just one more thing to say

I used to end up at your front door
Every night I got fucked up

I don't think it's hard
to admit to you I miss you
But I know this shit ain't real
When I'm dreaming and I kiss you
You know it's worth it.
You know it's hard to look into your eyes
And spill out all my secrets.
Especially when all that I was to you was pain and regret, but
You know it's worth it.

I don't think I want you anymore
I don't think I said that before
I know that I don't want you anymore
I don't think I said that before